LOVE-FRUSTRATION-LOVE AGAIN AND AGAIN

I fell in love for the first time wen i was 18.. i was so naive.. i know nothing.. i thought that it'll end up with a wedding gown but unfortunately it didn't.. at first he seems so nice, so caring, but later then he became like strangers to me.. he get mad after he knew that i went hangout with my boy-mates.. then i try to explain it to him, but he seem like he can't accept that n made his own decision to leave me just like that... i was wondering how easy he can throw me away from his life without knowing the truth.. i was so in love with him in that time but, what could i do?? i try to save the love we had.. but the saddest part is he asked his friend to call me and start mocking me saying that i'm a bitch, a whore, a slut what else? she's yelling to me like i was stealing her boyfriend, keep on warning me to stay away from HIM.. automatically i cried while hearing that on the phone.. i was in the college in that moment.. i cried in front of fiza.. coz he was like THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.. i just can't imagine living my life without him.. i try to forget all the memories.. but each time i try.. i cry.. because he was the first guy i fell in love to... but thanx to my friends who tried to cheer me up... i loved you guys.. and i will never forget what you all have done for me.. even its as small as fungus.. i really appreciated it.. n thats how--> i have my first love...